Raising Awareness of Disability Poem

See Me For Me

What causes people to stare at the unknown? Fear? Curiosity? What causes people to react differently to those with disabilities? Un-acceptance? I know what it’s like to be stared at. I know what it’s like to have people stop in their tracks just to get a glimpse of the unknown. Why can’t people just see me for me and not my disability? Why can’t they just accept who I am and what I’m about? I may not look like everybody else, but that doesn’t give others the right to stare. These questions and thoughts inspired me to write this poem.

See Me for Me
I am alive.
I am here.
I do exist.
Yes, I look different.
I have a disability.
I am paralyzed.
I am in a wheelchair.
I am on a ventilator.
Does that matter?
Apparently it does.
I don’t like staring.
I don’t like gawking.
I don’t like whispers.
I don’t like pointing.
See me for me.
I like people.
I have friends.
I have caregivers.
I have family.
I make a difference.
I am friendly.
I care.
I love.
I speak.
I write.
I paint.
I am me.

I know this post may be shocking to some people or a wake-up call to others. I wake up every morning and say to myself “What can I do today to make a difference? Who am I going to inspire?” However, I get interrupted by curious and fearful people who choose to stare at the unknown. Stare at someone with a disability who is just trying to make it through the day. I am here to tell all those people to see me for me. See others with disabilities for who they are. I would rather have someone come up to me and ask me what happened; ask me who I am and what I’m about; ask Raising Awareness of Disability Poemme how I got to where I am today. I am proud of who I am. I am proud of the challenges that I have overcome. I am proud of what I’ve accomplished. I am proud of the person I am today. And I will tell you that; if only you would just ask.

Now, most of this post has been kind of negative. I guess I’m just letting go of some of my frustrations. It didn’t used to bother me as much as it does now, maybe because I’m starting to notice it more. I used to just ignore it. Even though I think it is rude, I don’t usually get upset with the people who are staring. I know they are just curious. Many of them have never seen someone on a vent before, especially little kids. Sometimes I just smile at the people who are staring. However, I need to come up with some line or a sign to put people at ease; something to fulfill their curiosity. I think I’m going to put a sign on my wheelchair that says “I was in a car accident”. That would solve a lot.

Do you feel that people see you for you? Or do you think that they only see your disability?

This posted was re-posted from my personal blog “The Site That Breathes“. In order to live we need oxygen, therefore breath equals life. Life brings faith, hope, love, happiness and challenges. I hope you find all this and more on The Site That Breathes.

2 replies
  1. Cheri Boyer
    Cheri Boyer says:

    Great post Jenni. My husband was on a ventilator now he has a diaphyramic pacemaker but people still stare at his trach, and his chair. My husband always looks everyone r ight in the eye and smiles and says hello. He handles it with such grace, more so than I would. Stay strong, Cheri

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